You’ve been in my life longer than I realised…
Longer than I realised my feelings for you…
My feelings for you grew from a spark…
From a spark a tree began to develop…
A tree began to develop producing fruits of affection…
Fruits of affection and attraction…
My attraction towards you was unusual…
Unusual because I barely knew you…
Knew the true you, how you felt about me deep down…
Deep down those feelings you claim to have, hidden, waiting for the right time…
The right time came, conversations started…
Conversations started and feelings increased…
Feelings increased and emotions got stronger…
Emotions got stronger though the years changed…
Though the years changed, the distance stayed the same…
The distance stayed the same while the work load got heavier…
The workload got heavier so space was required…
Space was required for one not the other one…
For one the feelings stayed the same, for the other one the feelings grew..
Feelings grew even though there was barely any contact…
Barely any contact meant a relationship wasn’t about start…
A relationship that wasn’t about to start meant these feelings were in vain…
These feelings which were in vain meant there was no point in having them..
No point in having them meant that everything we’d been through was for no reason…
No reason is what it came down to…
It came down to what you wanted from us…
What you wanted from us was what, exactly…
What exactly I was to you was all I wanted to know…
All I wanted to know was where do we go from here…
So…
Where do we go from here?
10/04/13
Chrisscribe 